epiphanies and among other things as well.

I'm Jonathan, and i'm left handed.

It’s funny when people tell you that they’re always going to be there for you when you need them. Turns out that is a lie about 99% of the time. I’ve only unfortunately recently experienced this because a crazy uneventful thing happened in my life that messed me up mentally and emotionally.

It’s my fault that I relied so heavily on “friends” for help and comfort. I guess I take friendships more seriously than most people.

I’m a fool that lived in a false reality.

It’s been almost a month since my ex broke my heart. I’m making progress everyday slowly moving forward, but its hard when shes still the first thought in the morning, and the last thing I think about before I go to sleep. I wonder if she still thinks about me. I still care for her deeply regardless of what she said to me, even though they were hurtful.

It’s lame and pathetic I know.

I had a crazy dream last night. I was walking in the supermarket and it turned into a musical, people were singing “Hey Jude” but instead of Jude, they said “Jon” which is my name. I wonder if its a sign in which I should go out and get my girlfriend back…

I don’t know what to do or think anymore. All I know is that I miss her, and I still love her.

My girlfriend and I went to my friends engagement party over the weekend, and I realized that I can not wait to spend my life with her. I don’t see myself with anyone else. I am happy as one can be. ^_^